you know... there are some creepy people out there. preditors, pedifiles, rapists. it's dangerous, but you just need to know how to avoid them. and I DO AVOID THEM! i am smart enough and old enough to make my own choices, to be able to talk to who ever i want. i've been talking to this youth pastor i met on facebook for a few months now... I KNOW THAT HE IS NOT A PREDATOR!!!! seems like my whole family dont trust my judgement. but i've talked to him for months now, i know him. and he's helped me out so much through my depression. if my family had a chance to talk to him just once... they would see that he is trustwrothy. i met him on a christian radiostation fan page, he is a good guy. why can't anyone just trust my judgement i make of people and leave it alone? it's not like i give out my number to anybody. and i dont give my real name :/ this is part of the reason why i hate my life... and want to start hurting myself again. because no one listens to me or trusts me. can people just leave me alone and let me live my life?

Why?

Why?
Why are you jealous?
Why become angry when he rejected you so long ago and talks about another girl?
Why fill with rage when he compliments you still? Is it not something to be happy about when someone thinks you're hot though you do not agree? So... Why be angry?
Do you still have feelings for him, though he had hurt you so?
Why do you keep doing this to yourself, wanting to be with him?
Why can't you be content with just being friends?
Why are you so weak, wanting to cry evertime you see his face, longing to be his?

You tried taking interest in other guys, though it is impossible.
He is the only one you want to be with.
He seems to have always cared for you, someone you can talk to.
He wants you to trust him, but how can you? He seems to abuse that trust.
But... How can you not trust him? He seems to always listen.